Sigh....

Whelps.... Alot has gone on the last few days in my life...
I went to the Doctor on friday to go over my CT scan.... Walked in there confident... walked out of there crushed...
I not only have one nodule now.. i have two.... i dont know what that means...but i have to go BACK to my pulmo and see if i need to have it Biopsied.... My PRimary Care doc doesnt want me to keep having CT scans. She doesnt think that it is healthy for me to keep having them when i am in child bearing Years....

And...... Now the part that really freaked me out...Also.. my CT scan showed some things on my liver and now my Pancreas.... and sooo much was thrown at me in one setting that it was alot to handle... I will let you know more when i know more... but its scaring me... i swear if its not one thing its another... Sigh... But i have to have an ultrasound done on tuesday.. and then i will see my doctor again on friday. ugh... So nervracking..

I had a blessing yesterday, and that has helped me ba calmer... but yeah... So i guess i will end this for now.. Happy Easter!