Why why WHY is it only wednesday!!!
this week seems to be going by SOOOO SLLOOOWWW.... i keep thinking its thursday.. but nope! its not. its only Hump day... Sigh.... that means i still have one more day to go of my work week which i know will be hilaciously slow because my doc is not going to be here tomorrow... Bleck....
Oh Wellss...
SO! Here are my tentative plans for the rest of the week.. got a lot going on!
ThUrSdAy: Go to work, Get off work, go to dinner with some work buddies, then go see my friends band play at Burts Tiki lounge.. Then either stay in SLC or go home. Not sure yet.
On Friday i have my doctors appointment, to find out what my labs and ultra sound said. and what my labs said... so wish me luck....
Then i want to go buy a cute outfit for my friends birthday party... and i need some new jeans. Mine are all bleck...
So Saturday i will probably hang out with my buddy Kat :) (if she is not working) and then go to my friend Dre's birthday party.. Thus the new outfit.. she wants everyone to dress nice, Just to be fun and different. :)
Sunday i will probably relax.... and then Back to work on monday... BOOO
So needless to say... wont have alot of sit and be lazy time this weekend, but thats ok :)
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Work Work Work...
Ahh… The dawn of a New Era in my work life… J
We have a little extern working here right now…. And if they decide to hire her, Then I will no longer have to work for GYN any longer…. I have just about Had it with that team and was almost to the point of quitting because I felt so unappreciated and so just ugh… I had worked pretty much by myself for 3 months while my co-worker was out on FMLA. SO she was back ONE day…. And the next week I came back into work to just get reamed and ripped to shreds by my employer. Saying that Dr. soisson was not happy with my work and that I was a horrible MA, and that I had a month to improve or I would not be able to work GYN anymore and my hours would be cut…. I pretty much lost it.. I was so angry… because 1st of all.. I have worked here for 2 years.. TWO YEARS! And not once had I EVER heard that Dr. soisson was not “pleased” with my work….. so its like! WTF where did THAT come from?!?!?! They told me that I was not getting pts in room on time and not stocking good enough… Well DUH.. again can I repeat myself?? No help.. THREE months…. I can only do so much by myself… So… anyway… None the less… I walked out of work that day… almost quit… Pretty much told my boss that if I was not needed I wanted to go home. I was so beyond livid…. So Later on that week I went in and talked to her once I had calmed down… and told her that I didn’t WANT to work for GYN anymore.. my thought process was why work for a doctor and for nurses that cant and wont respect me as a person. When I can work for Vicki (my breast team nurse) who absolutely adores me as a person and as a medical assistant.
I was promised that when the time came for budgets that I could be taken off the GyN team and moved over to work solely with Vicki. And now that we have the little Extern, I think they are talking about hiring her. And so 2 weeks ago they had me only work soisson for half a day then I went to work for my breast nurse.. Then Last week I did not working him at all J I am so excited!!! I think I will be WAY LESS stressed, and happier here…
We have a little extern working here right now…. And if they decide to hire her, Then I will no longer have to work for GYN any longer…. I have just about Had it with that team and was almost to the point of quitting because I felt so unappreciated and so just ugh… I had worked pretty much by myself for 3 months while my co-worker was out on FMLA. SO she was back ONE day…. And the next week I came back into work to just get reamed and ripped to shreds by my employer. Saying that Dr. soisson was not happy with my work and that I was a horrible MA, and that I had a month to improve or I would not be able to work GYN anymore and my hours would be cut…. I pretty much lost it.. I was so angry… because 1st of all.. I have worked here for 2 years.. TWO YEARS! And not once had I EVER heard that Dr. soisson was not “pleased” with my work….. so its like! WTF where did THAT come from?!?!?! They told me that I was not getting pts in room on time and not stocking good enough… Well DUH.. again can I repeat myself?? No help.. THREE months…. I can only do so much by myself… So… anyway… None the less… I walked out of work that day… almost quit… Pretty much told my boss that if I was not needed I wanted to go home. I was so beyond livid…. So Later on that week I went in and talked to her once I had calmed down… and told her that I didn’t WANT to work for GYN anymore.. my thought process was why work for a doctor and for nurses that cant and wont respect me as a person. When I can work for Vicki (my breast team nurse) who absolutely adores me as a person and as a medical assistant.
I was promised that when the time came for budgets that I could be taken off the GyN team and moved over to work solely with Vicki. And now that we have the little Extern, I think they are talking about hiring her. And so 2 weeks ago they had me only work soisson for half a day then I went to work for my breast nurse.. Then Last week I did not working him at all J I am so excited!!! I think I will be WAY LESS stressed, and happier here…
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
i wrote this... and i kinda like it...
One of Those days
Today is one of those days
I have them from time to time
Where life feels SOO overwhelming
I just want to run and Hide.
Why cant i live in a fantasy land
Where all is right and good
And ignore all this reality
That consumes me like quicksand.
There is so much death and sickness here
too much for me to handle
So much is whirling in my head
Leaving me full of fear.
I am afraid of whats to come about
Afraid of facing facts
All this information surrounding me
just makes me want to ScReAm and ShOuT!
Today is one of ThOsE days
I have them from time to time.....
Today is one of those days
I have them from time to time
Where life feels SOO overwhelming
I just want to run and Hide.
Why cant i live in a fantasy land
Where all is right and good
And ignore all this reality
That consumes me like quicksand.
There is so much death and sickness here
too much for me to handle
So much is whirling in my head
Leaving me full of fear.
I am afraid of whats to come about
Afraid of facing facts
All this information surrounding me
just makes me want to ScReAm and ShOuT!
Today is one of ThOsE days
I have them from time to time.....
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Sigh....
Whelps.... Alot has gone on the last few days in my life...
I went to the Doctor on friday to go over my CT scan.... Walked in there confident... walked out of there crushed...
I not only have one nodule now.. i have two.... i dont know what that means...but i have to go BACK to my pulmo and see if i need to have it Biopsied.... My PRimary Care doc doesnt want me to keep having CT scans. She doesnt think that it is healthy for me to keep having them when i am in child bearing Years....
And...... Now the part that really freaked me out...Also.. my CT scan showed some things on my liver and now my Pancreas.... and sooo much was thrown at me in one setting that it was alot to handle... I will let you know more when i know more... but its scaring me... i swear if its not one thing its another... Sigh... But i have to have an ultrasound done on tuesday.. and then i will see my doctor again on friday. ugh... So nervracking..
I had a blessing yesterday, and that has helped me ba calmer... but yeah... So i guess i will end this for now.. Happy Easter!
I went to the Doctor on friday to go over my CT scan.... Walked in there confident... walked out of there crushed...
I not only have one nodule now.. i have two.... i dont know what that means...but i have to go BACK to my pulmo and see if i need to have it Biopsied.... My PRimary Care doc doesnt want me to keep having CT scans. She doesnt think that it is healthy for me to keep having them when i am in child bearing Years....
And...... Now the part that really freaked me out...Also.. my CT scan showed some things on my liver and now my Pancreas.... and sooo much was thrown at me in one setting that it was alot to handle... I will let you know more when i know more... but its scaring me... i swear if its not one thing its another... Sigh... But i have to have an ultrasound done on tuesday.. and then i will see my doctor again on friday. ugh... So nervracking..
I had a blessing yesterday, and that has helped me ba calmer... but yeah... So i guess i will end this for now.. Happy Easter!
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